Topic is Sleeping. 
			 
				    				WhoRYouNOW ( new member #84995)		posted at 4:54 AM on Sunday, December 15th, 2024	
			 
	In my case, she feels guilty and pines for what she lost in me and the family.   Apparently, I owe her more than I am capable of giving.   To make matters worse, I keep having temptations to seek some form of companionship and despite feeling justified, I refuse to compromise my morals and enjoy the escape.  
She can see my pain, but is incapable of feeling it. 
 
			 			Me- BH 49- WW/SAHM 46- 23Y M 2 actually good years
4 Amazing Kids- 22M, 19M, 16F and 13F
Multiple DDays and infidelities 9 yr LTA with sons travel Lacrosse Coach and STD, multiple EA’s and PA’s		
	 	 
	 Topic is Sleeping.